I'm So Tired Of Awful Planning By My Family

I come from a family that eats relatively healthy but has a big portion size problem. It led me to weight gain more than what I'm comfortable with, I'd love to get toned more, but they will absolutely throw a fit if I skip one unhealthy meal of theirs. The ironic part is that I've been body shamed by some of them despite them being significantly bigger than me. We've been trying to plan this big dinner at an expensive restaurant for months, and the date just keeps changing. I have a couple of days a month I give myself a cheat day, where I enjoy some homemade sweets periodically, only to find out this meal has changed dates. Again, and that's another one of my cheat days used up. Or I'll fast for long periods of time (1-3 days) only to find out that the dinner is soon and I try to break it with something light so I dont get an upset stomach. And then, of course, once it's changed, I dumped all that progress for what? I promised myself a 7 day fast this summer, but that requires meal planning before and after. They'll also be so vague about vacationing I don't know if im even invited to go or where we are going, or what we are even eating it's fucking impossible to plan around. They allow me to live with them as a college student, so I'm grateful, but oh my fucking god give me a set date for once. Is it that hard? It sucks. Because I really do love fasting, even when Im done losing weight, it's just convienent and a huge time saver. When I'm done with a fast, I feel so accomplished and happy. But it sucks planning it around people schedules when they are so flippant. via /r/intermittentfasting https://ift.tt/n9F5JTC https://ift.tt/dgeGaYm